Life after 65

I don't get many people over 65 come in for tarot readings.  By then, most of the pressing questions have been answered.  Sometimes they come with concerns over their adult children or when the grandchildren will arrive,  but the most common issue that drives long term married couples to tarot readings is what to do with retirement. 

I meet so many women who come in and say,  I married him for better or worse but not for lunch,  and if I have to go on one more cruise with him,  I'll just leave him altogether! 

So when I read this online,  I immediately thought of them. 

One wise man was saying how he copes with retirement and he says he has 3 days,  which they rotate through the weeks.

One day is together - they do chores,  they go shopping, they have lunch together.  

Second day is apart.  They both leave the house and do their own thing,  golf,  friends,  family,  and the come home in the evening and have new things to talk about.

Third day is no plans.  They hang around the house, not necessarily in the same room,  until one of them is bored and finds a solution. But it gives them slow, sunshiny days as well.

I liked this advice.  Too much togetherness is awful. And him asking what's for lunch/dinner every morning is exhausting. 

This gives them some structure and some loose time and some time apart,  which is what most couples really want.  

Stress and Rest Cycles

As a society,  the US is great at optimising stress,  but terrible at allowing for rest.  

Yes,  revving yourself to get up and go can lead to achievement.  But not giving yourself downtime to recover,  can lead to burnout. 

Stress and Rest is a term that health advocates use often.  You want to stress your body (exercise) or stress your mind (challenging work)  but our rest options are often not really rest - we drink and smoke,  to relax,  but they are not true relaxants.  Or we pride ourselves on only needing 6 hours sleep,  never really giving our bodies a chance for true rest/recovery. 

If you are tired/exhausted but unable to sleep,  if you feel jittery and distracted,  it means that you are not getting enough rest.  I don't say that to stress you out more! But to give you some focus.  Don't reach for more stress,  instead start focusing on what rest works for you.  For some it's walks in the park,  or listening to an audio book,  journaling or laughing with friends. 

Whatever works for you, prioritize it more and your rest cycles will become more nourishing. 

Daylight Savings

I was going to write up my  thoughts on daylight savings but then came across this video,  and she articulates my thoughts so well,  I thought,  let's just share her piece! 

I didn't realize that only 1/3 of the world does daylight savings.  It really is such an odd custom.  And it's more recent than I thought,  only really established during World War I.  

I love Hannah Fry and am always happy to find a good video of hers!   

Every child is different

One of my favorite moments of being a mom in Tribeca was sitting in Washington Market park of an afternoon and bumping into other moms and having true and real chats with them.  One mother frankly told me that if her 4th child had been her first child,  she would not have had 3 more kids.  She thought she was a great mother,  and it turns out she had easy kids,  because when she got her tricky one,  she didn't feel so great at all! 

And I often get new moms coming to me,  full of anxiety for this new precious soul and fears that they will somehow destroy them.  So they read every book that comes out and some really work for them but some really don't.  And I say,  it's because every child is different.  Some will respond super well to gentle parenting and some will become fascist dictators under the same regime.  Some kids just jump into empathy and appeals to empathy really work with them, and some kids really don't care that yanking the toy away from their friend made that friend cry. 

So it's not that the advice is necessarily bad, it's just that it worked on many kids but is not working on yours.  Or that it worked on your eldest kid but really isn't working on your youngest.  Well, the environment is so different now - you were dealing with a single child,  now you are dealing with the third child.  There are many reasons why things that did work,  don't  now. 

So we calm down and stop blaming ourselves,  stop blaming the kids,  and look for new books,  new ideas,  new tools.  What we just need to remember is that most of us really love our kids and want the best for them.  

New (to me) words

Around 2 years ago I started adding something new to my blog.  Not only thoughts about tarot,  but also thoughts about new (to me) ideas.  I made it a New Years resolution to read something new and perhaps unusual every month,  and then write it up, so we could share these ideas and new (to me) knowledge.  I've written about a variety of things - the Ruby Payne Chart, the Dunning-Kruger effect, Just in time vs Just in case - as well as others. I've enjoyed doing this and am continuing my learning journey. 

So todays thoughts are about the concepts telic and atelic. 

Telic activity is goal oriented,  atelic activity is for the moment,  with no goal necessary (also,  weirdly can mean revolting and disgusting - so activity with no goal becomes repulsive.  How's that for a twist!)  I walk to increase my step count (telic) I walk to wander in the woods (atelic).  My goal is to read 2 books a month (telic).  I just like to read  (atelic) 

If we become too goal oriented,  we lose sight of just being in the moment.  If we read 2 books but didn't like either of them,  what have we accomplished?  If we read one book over 2 months,  but we just love it,  is that enough?

Philosopher Kieran Setiya writes about the problem with telic activity,  especially as it pertains to aging. If you 'fail' at the goal (your walking/counting of steps didn't lead to weight loss) then the entire activity is a failure.  You have no satisfaction from the action,  only from the outcome.  Whereas atelic activities have no goal,  it's impossible to fail at them,  and you are doing them for the here and now.  I like walking,  I am walking,  walking is a pleasure for me.  No pressure and no purpose.   

It's akin to my problem with monetizing all our hobbies.  If you do something with no financial outcome - quilt,  make jewelry, write fanfic - people quite often will tell you you are wasting your time and should be out selling/marketing/promoting it to get ahead.  But all this goal oriented purpose driven activity can be crushing.  Let's just sit for a minute,  watch the birds,  see the fire crackle, walk the dog,  and let ourselves return to our bodies and get some peace. 

Job Interviews

I was reading a kerfuffle on line about people being judged for bringing iced coffee into job interviews.  Around 2004 I got a job in an office in New York. I had worked in recruitment in Sydney and part of my job was interviewing applicants.  I was surprised (not shocked, not offended but surprised) when candidates came in with their own water/coffee.  Not everyone,  but I would say at least a third of applicants did so. That would never have happened in interviews in Australia.  But I took it as a me issue,  me not being familiar with the New York norms.  And I guessed it was about self sufficiency.  We didn't have to offer them anything,  they were ready to go. 

Now people are saying that iced coffee is a no go.  The cups sweat,  they may leave marks on the furniture,  they make your hands cold and damp for the handshake,  you might forget it in the room and leave trash. In a tight market (which it certainly is for people I speak to in NYC) anything that is not a positive,  is a negative.  So if I notice and think about your coffee, or anything about you that isn't relevant to the job,  then you are standing out in the wrong way.  It's not about the coffee,  iced or not,  it's about what are you bringing into the room with you. 

I talk to applicants about having job interview outfits that are more conservative and bland,  because you don't want them thinking about your clothes,  you want them thinking about your thoughts.  I never wear skirts,  so I had a nice pair of black pants that I would wear to give presentations.  And a top that did not draw attention to my ample decolletage, because I did not want them to think about that either! Also,  I have a clean and easily accessible bag.  I don't want to have to hunt through it to get anything necessary out.  I want everything easily to hand. 

I remember going to a presentation where the woman who was in her 40's was standing in a very short skirt on the stage in front of us,  and when she sat down,  she had to wriggle several times to adjust herself.  That was not a good look. If you are going to sit higher than your audience,  you don't want a mishap!  

So it's not to squash your individuality,  or to make judgements about your beverages.  It's just you want to make an impression of how you will fit into the company,  and in the first instance,  it's better to err on the side of professionalism.  My suggestion - don't bring in the iced coffee. 

When the cards don't like your boyfriend

Had a regular and she came for 3 readings over 3 years and drew the same Devil card around her boyfriend,  who really wasn't very nice to her.  We had long discussions about it,  but the Devil has his charms and she stuck with it.

In our last reading,  she came and finally,  they were having a break.  So maybe,  finally she was over Daniel (not his real name) whom the cards never liked.

But what I find interesting is that she came to me and the cards had been shuffled by hundreds of people between readings,  or even a new deck had been introduced,  and she still drew the Devil card around him.  That's what convinces me that the tarot is real. 

Nowadays you are using your own deck*,  so I do recommend very thorough shuffling between readings,  to keep the energy clean.

* The way I read the cards,  the magic is in the shuffling.  So even when I do readings on line,  I need you to shuffle the cards.   I then talk you through the initial layout (Celtic cross,  pictured above) and we do the reading.  Without you doing the physical shuffling,  all I get is mud.  But with you shuffling,  I can read for you  no matter where you are in the world.