For the past four years I've been doing the majority of my readings on line. The way I read, you have to shuffle the cards, so people use their own decks. In my recent readings, with everyone using a separate deck, so it's not a issue of shuffling, the Justice card (or Justice Reversed, even more pertinent) has show up disproportionately.
The Justice card is often about a sense of fairness. of things working out justly. Pulling Justice into today's world I interpreted as a sense of desiring fairness or justice, or of things being not fair. Which is completely accurate. Things are not fair. Good work is not necessarily being rewarded, chance encounters can lead to contagion, life is strange.
In ordinary days when people are searching for fairness, I warn them that life is not fair. In fact, living in the first world, with running water and electricity, we are so far ahead in the fairness stakes we are already on the wrong side of that ledger. So instead of wanting fairness, I tell people to seek balance. If life isn't fair, and you feel powerless, then the next day you wake up and life is still unfair and what can you do? But if your life is not balanced - then there you have some power. You can redress the balances, give more energy to one section, take it away from another, You have the power to allocate how to balance your time and energy and then the burning sense of requiring Justice can ease a little.
One client had three separate readings using three different decks over a three year period. . As I was looking over his notes, I realized that in each reading, he had pulled the Justice card. So then we had another conversation about what that card means to him personally, as well as being part of the ether now. Tarot is both general and deeply personal. And if you do readings over time, you can get to deeper insights too.
Every so often people say to me, it's not the cards, it's just you - your judgement, your opinion, your insight. And I say no. Because I'm reading all the time, I can see it more clearly, but the cards definitely know more than me about any given situation.
I can think of hundreds of examples. The woman who said what's going on in my relationship and the cards said, he's a good person, but he's just not there for you. And she said, I knew it, on paper he's the one but we're just not connecting and it's a relief to say that after everyone else tells me it should work. Or the woman who drew the Devil card when discussing her relationship and we both looked at it and she sighed and said he really is the devil for me! Or the guy who gave me three job options and the cards chose job B, the secure job with benefits rather than Job A, the start up (and I'm glad I didn't know which was which, so he couldn't accuse me of being too conservative!)
If you ask a question and me and the cards disagree, I'll always give the cards opinion. After all, I'm just a person, but the cards are reading you, and if you look clearly, you do always know best.
So I've been having good days and bad days. Good days I genuinely count my blessings of which there are plenty. But the bad days - they creep up. For five days I needed to buy groceries and couldn't make myself leave the house. I actually opened the shelf long life milk I had bought early in the pandemic to tide us over. (It's weirdly creamy)
And then, yesterday, I got out of bed, did 3 loads of washing and went shopping for food. There is now milk and eggs in the fridge. And to my huge relief, the supermarkets in Sydney are edging back towards normal. The price of fresh produce has gone up enormously - but that's because of the bush fires late last year impacting us. One thing this year has brought home to me is how connected we are to the land, and how when we lose connection, when we disregard the land, that's when devastation can arise.
So if you are having a bad day, be kind to yourself, and if you are having a good day, do your washing. I am still writing lists, as I find myself more forgetful than usual, when the fog as I call it, comes and sits on my head.
But yesterday I played scrabble with a friend (appropriately socially distanced) and life felt more ordinary and thus so much better (and she put down an 8 letter word! Hamsters! 84 points!!)
