Saw a girl the other day, well not a girl, she came to me on her 35th birthday, bringing two best friends to listen on the reading.
She asked about a man she had been dating for two years and drew
2 cups R,
5 of swords, 7 of swords
And I looked at her sorrowfully and said, oh honey, he's not good for you. He is not returning your affections, your love card is reversed and then you have both the betrayal cards, he is stealing your swords and making you feel bad about yourself, and misbehaving towards you.
Her friends looked at her triumphantly, apparently I had passed the test. Then she told me she had just broken up with him but she should have done it two years ago. When they first started dating she had hoped he would be 'the one'. But when the conversation moved to exclusivity he refused and she let him. No wonder there were all those swords. He was never 'unfaithful' because he never promised fidelity but that is such a slippery argument. She agreed that she should have broken up with him there and then, but somehow stayed in the relationship for another two years before realizing it was going no where. We discussed setting better boundaries and listening to people's words, especially if their actions follow suite! If they tell you they are not ready or willing to have an exclusive relationship, and you want one, you have to realize that you are not going to get one with them.
She said she knew everything I had just told her, and I said 'yes, and then a stranger with 78 pieces of cardboard could tell you it, without knowing a thing about you! Next time listen to yourself better.' She sighed ruefully and promised she would try. She said she felt affirmed in her decision to stop seeing him. Sometimes we want something so badly, we lose sight of what we are compromising in order to hold on to it.
Friday, January 29, 2016
Monday, January 18, 2016
“Time itself is neutral; it can be used either destructively or constructively. More and more I feel that the people of ill will have used time much more effectively than have the people of good will. We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the hateful words and actions of the bad people but for the appalling silence of the good people. Human progress never rolls in on wheels of inevitability; it comes through the tireless efforts of men willing to work to be co-workers with God, and without this hard work, time itself becomes an ally of the forces of social stagnation. We must use time creatively, in the knowledge that the time is always ripe to do right.”
Dr. Martin Luther King
We must use time creatively - indeed we must. What a great light that man shone and how we still need it in the world.
Friday, January 15, 2016
Someone sent me this and it made me smile...
If you can start the day without caffeine,
If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains,
If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles,
If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it,
If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you any time,
If you can take criticism and blame without resentment,
If you can conquer tension without medical help,
If you can relax without alcohol,
If you can sleep without the aid of drugs,
Then You Are Probably
The Family Dog!
And you thought I was going to get all spiritual ....